Trash of the Count’s Family – Chapter 352- Tears (1)

“…How tiring.”

Cale patted his shoulder with his hand.

Harris Village.
Cale had traveled to Harris Village. He had left on his own without telling anybody, so there might be chaos at the Lord’s Castle right about now…

“It’s all fake. So, it doesn’t matter.”

‘Doesn’t matter.’
‘It is fake. It is not real.’

Cale repeated those phrases to himself as he looked in front of him.

He could see a tall stone wall in front of him.

This stone wall was created to separate the Forest of Darkness and Harris Village, as well as to protect the Henituse territory from the mutant monsters of the Forest of Darkness.

If Raon was here right now.

‘Human, human! Are we going to our house? Are we going to see everyone? I want to see them all!’

Cale started to frown.

“I should buy him an apple pie.”

Cale thought about things he would do after finishing the test as he stood in front of the castle wall.


Cale quietly observed the small rose gold thunderbolt on top of his palm.

“…How odd.”

The cheapskate.
The rose gold light of the Fire of Destruction was definitely on Cale’s palm, however, he could not hear the cheapskate’s voice no matter how hard he tried.

This was the same for the Indestructible Shield, the Scary Giant Cobblestone, and the Sound of the Wind.
None of them were responding to Cale.

Cale lifted his head up.

Swoooooosh- Swooooooosh-

Wind gathered at the tips of his feet.
His body soon shot up into the air. He could see the lush forest once he flew up to the top of the stone wall.

The Forest of Darkness.

Cale let out a sigh as soon as he saw the green forest.

“This place is the same.”

Cale could see the Forest of Darkness that was almost exactly like the one in his memories.
His body quickly started to move.

He was moving toward the cave entrance.
He got rid of the Sound of the Wind once he got there and slowly started to walk into the cave.
The book was still in his hand.
Cale started to speak.

“…The first place the White Star personally appeared during the final battle was the Henituse territory, and then, and then-”


Cale couldn’t help but cuss.
He opened the book.

He could not remember the contents.

He made a guess and turned to a page.

< The White Star started in the Henituse territory as they invaded the Roan Kingdom and the entire Western continent’s northeast region. There were many casualties during this time, and numerous heroes lost their lives as well. >

Cale’s former team leader Lee Soo Hyuk’s voice popped up in his mind.

‘Hey, rookie. How come you can remember anything you want to remember after seeing it once, but never remember anything you don’t want to remember as if you have amnesia?’

Cale walked through the cave path that was lit up by a magic light as he looked through the book.

He could not read this book well.
He could not remember the contents of this book very well.


A page crumpled again. Cale was starting to get angry.

“That crazy thief.”

‘How can she make a test like this?’

Cale’s gaze calmed down a bit.

Tap. Tap.

Only his footsteps could be heard in this cave.
His footsteps slowed down as he continued to walk.

He had run from the Lord’s Castle to the Forest of Darkness and even to this cave entrance faster than anybody else.

However, when heading to the place that should be at the end of this cave… Cale’s footsteps heading toward the Super Rock Villa continued to slow down.
He kept thinking about what would be waiting for him there.

Of course, Cale knew he needed to go.

He knew he needed to finish this test as soon as possible.
He knew that there were people waiting for him in the real world.

“…But still.”

Cale stopped walking.
His voice was calm.

“I can’t be like this.”

Cale clenched his fists. His face did not have any emotions on it. He slammed down with a closed fist.


Cale slammed down on his thighs and legs that had stopped moving.
He then continued to talk to himself.

“I can’t be like this.”

He was slowing down.
He was slowing down when every moment was pressing. He was slowing down when there was a mountain load of things to do. How could he stop here?

This was not something that Cale Henituse, no, Kim Rok Soo should be doing.

Pow, pow!

He continued to slam down on his tired thighs that did not want to keep walking. However, his expression remained stoic.

‘Kim Rok Soo, I…I.’

He heard his former team leader Lee Soo Hyuk’s voice in his mind.
It was something he remembered even though he hated it.

‘Will you shut your trap?’
‘Shut what? Well, looks like I’ll be shutting up for all eternity in a moment.’
‘…Please don’t speak nonsense either.’
‘I’ll say what I want to say. Kim Rok Soo, hey Rok Soo.’
‘…What is it?’
‘I leave it to you. Got it?’
‘…I thought you told me to be a slacker?’
‘Hey, have you ever seen anything in the world go the way you want it to go? You, cough! Anyway…I, I leave it to you, Rok Soo. Hey Rock Soo. Take care of things for me.’

‘Damn it.’

Cale stood up straight again.
He then started to walk once again.
His steps that had slowed down before coming to a halt had returned to their normal speed once again.

The voices of the people in other departments who were speaking without knowing he was there were going through his mind.

‘Hey. That emotionless bastard Kim Rok Soo didn’t even cry when the person who saved his life died. How can someone be so emotionless?’
‘…Who knows. At least team leader Lee Soo Hyuk picked a good successor before he left. Kim Rok Soo is very good at his job.’
‘He may be an emotionless bastard, but at least he is good at his job.’

An emotionless Cale walked toward the end of the cave.

The thing he feared the most.
Cale knew what that was, however, it was fake this time.

“That is why it doesn’t matter.”

Cale said that to himself as he continued to walk.

Tap. Tap.

He was walking in a set cadence as he continued without any hesitation. Cale could finally see the end of the path.
A brighter light than the dim magic lights located periodically inside the path could be seen.

Cale walked into the light.

“It looks the same.”

It was exactly the same.
It looked exactly like the last time Cale saw the Super Rock Villa.

That was why he was able to walk into the villa with a more relaxed demeanor.

He then opened the room doors one by one.

“Ha, haha-”

He then started to laugh.

“…Ha, my goodness.”

He couldn’t believe it.
It was an empty laughter.

Saint Jack’s prayer room and bedroom.
Sword master Hannah’s bedroom.
Necromancer Mary’s laboratory and bedroom.
Rosalyn’s laboratory.

Click. Click.

Cale’s laughter became louder each time he opened a door.
It was the same.

Their rooms were exactly as Cale remembered.
Well, there were slight differences.

He saw the Condemnation of the Sun on top of Saint Jack’s desk. The cracked divine item was sitting there.

Sword master Hannah’s sword was gently placed on top of her bed.

One of Mary’s many black robes and a black wyvern bone were in Mary’s laboratory.

Rosalyn’s magic staff and a highest-grade magic stone that Cale had given her but she didn’t get to finish using were on top of her desk.

Cale stopped for a moment and looked through the book.

< ...The majority of the people who were hit by the formidable attack of the White Star and his subordinates lost their lives and their bodies disappeared without any trace. >
< ...That is why it was difficult to create graves for many of these great heroes. There was nothing to bury. >

“Ha, haha-”

Cle’s empty laughter echoed throughout the villa.
He opened his mouth to speak.

“This is their grave.”

This large plaza located underneath the Forest of Darkness. This was their grave.


Cale opened the door to another room.

The rooms where Lock and his siblings had stayed in appeared in front of him.
Cale caressed the Wolf King’s diary that he had given to Lock before continuing to walk.

Click. Click.

Beacrox and Ron.
He saw the scary father-son duo’s rooms as well.


He looked on top of Ron’s bed. An arm was resting on it. It was the fake arm that Mary had given him. That seemed to have remained after Ron died.
Cale closed his eyes before opening them once again.

He then continued to move.


He then entered Eruhaben’s room.
After that…


Cale could see the sword he gave Choi Han when he opened the door. The sword was broken and only a part of the hilt remained.

< Choi Han, the hero, was the one who faced the cruelest of deaths. He directly attacked the White Star head-on and was leading the White Star away from the innocent citizens when he disappeared without a trace after getting hit by white lighting. >
< The only thing that remained was the hilt of his sword. >
< The author of this book investigated the past of this hero, the youngest sword master ever, who sacrificed himself for others. >

Flip. Flip.

Cale continued to turn the pages.

< However, nothing could be found about Choi Han’s past prior to the Roan Kingdom’s capital Plaza Terror Incident where Cale Henituse first showed himself as a hero. >
< It was as if he came into existence along with Cale Henituse's achievement. >
< Of course, this is merely the author’s thoughts. >

Pat. Pat.

Cale lightly tapped his thighs with his fists.
He was feeling frustrated.

< Cale Henituse. It was possible to find out the pasts of most of the heroes who accompanied him. >
< However, it can be said that the stories of Choi Han and Raon Miru began with Cale Henituse's achievement and ended with his greatest achievement. >

Cale opened his mouth to speak.

‘Who the hell wrote this?
What the fuck is up with these descriptions?’

He wanted to say those things. However, nothing was coming out.


He took a deep breath.
Cale verified that he could breathe properly before closing his mouth again.


Cale slammed the book shut before continuing to walk.
There was only one room left now.

‘My room.’

Cale headed toward the top floor of the Super Rock Villa. He had to walk upstairs because he had used the whole floor as his bedroom.
Finally, he was in front of his room.


Cale took a deep breath.

Pat. Pat.

He tapped his thighs with his fists as he walked in.
The first things he could see were the fountain pen and the sword he had gifted to Basen and Lily.
The next things he saw belonged to Count Deruth and Countess Violan.

They seemed to have fought hard as well.
That was why only their belongings remained.

The Cale of this world seemed to have brought his family members’ belongings here as well.

Cale understood that feeling.

This was somewhere that only he knew about now.
This was where he planned to stay with everyone once things were over.
He understood why that Cale would turn this into their graves.

“Ha! This is here as well.”

Cale scoffed after seeing the video communication device he used to communicate with Alberu Crossman on the table.

< Alberu Crossman. He fought against the White Star who was aiming for the capital and died. >

Pat. Pat.

Cale patted his thighs again.
It was so that he could keep walking.
However, he soon stopped walking again.

Cale looked on top of his bed.

“…This is driving me nuts.”

He really felt like he was going crazy.
There were three piggy banks on the table.
He didn’t need to ask who’s these were.

Raon, On, and Hong.

The three children’s piggy banks were on top of the bed.

His hands that had been patting his thighs stopped in midair.

“… Fuck.”

Cale suppressed the emotions that were coming up from his heart.

The piggy banks were approximately half full. Cale looked through his pockets.

“…Why do I have no money?”

He wanted to fill their piggy banks, but he had no money.
Cale sat down at the edge of the bed.

Pat. Pat.

Cale patted the pages of the book this time.

“What do I need to do to get out of here?”

His voice sounded calm as he asked that question.
However, his eyes were bloodshot and his shoulders were slumped.

The moment he feared the most.

He thought he would pass the test once he faced that moment.
That was why he had gone to the Henituse Estate and come to the Super Rock Villa.

He looked through all of the traces of the past.
He thought that would be the way he could move on to the future.
Cale needed to go to the people who were waiting for him.

It was at that moment.

Swoooooooosh- Swooooooosh-

He could hear the sound of the wind. Cale turned his head.
The wind was tapping on the window.
Cale walked over and opened the window.

Swoooooooooooosh- Swoooooooosh-

He could hear the sound of the wind.
The wind brushed past his face.

Cale’s expression turned odd.
He could tell the flow of the wind.
It was blowing from top to bottom.
It seemed to be telling him to follow it.

Cale, who had a tired expression on his face, similar to the tired expression on Kim Rok Soo’s face that made his team members worry about him, started to speak.

“You want me to follow?”

It was at that moment.

‘Can you hear me?’

Cale flinched.
He had never heard this voice before.

‘Can you hear me?’
‘Can he hear us?’
‘He needs to hear us!’

It was not just one voice.
He suddenly heard many voices.
Each voice was unique.

They were all asking if Cale could hear them.
Cale looked down below.


He stepped on the window sill and stood there.

Swoooooosh- Swooooooosh-

The wind was blowing from top to bottom.
It seemed to be motioning to Cale. Cale looked behind him. He could see many belongings sitting there.

“This is not my future.”

He started to think not about these belongings here, but about the people in the real world outside this dream.

‘Can you hear me sir?’
‘Hey, can you hear me?’

He could still hear voices talking to him.
The number of voices was slowly increasing.

Cale thought he had a good idea about who these voices belonged to.

“Wind Elementals.”

He was certain it was them even without anybody telling him.
Cale turned back around and looked down from the window.
He could see the ground below the pretty tall villa.

“Haa, so annoying.”

‘I don’t know any martial arts to be able to land safely from this high up.
Choi Han isn’t here to carry me either.
Raon’s not here to use flight magic for me either.’

Cale started to smile. He threw the book in his hand into the room.


The book fell onto the bed.

Cale then kicked off the window sill.

Swoooooosh- Swooooooosh-

The wind started to surround his body.
He was heading down.
The Sound of the Wind surrounded his body that was quickly falling down.

Cale closed his eyes.

– You passed the test.

Cale heard a familiar voice after hearing that message.

– Can you hear me?
– Cale, can you hear me?
– You can hear me, right?
– Answer me.

The thief. The Super Rock. The cheapskate.
Cale smiled after hearing these voices in his mind.

“I can hear you. I can hear you loud and clear.”

His voice was oddly light. However, Cale grumbled as he opened his eyes.

“How can you create such a terrible test- huh?”

Cale, who was about to complain to the thief, flinched as soon as he opened his eyes.

‘He opened his eyes!’
‘He must have passed the test!’
‘We’ve been protecting you!’

He could hear their voices. He could not see the owners of the voices though.
Cale could see the gold whip in his hand. It was not shining like before.

‘Nice to meet you! Very nice to meet you!’
‘Alright! There’s finally a human to chat with! Awesome!’

It was loud.
He felt as if he was standing in the middle of a busy market.

‘Do you know how hard I worked to protect you?’

However, Cale flinched after hearing one Elemental’s voice.
The Elementals had been saying that they had protected Cale.

‘Now that I think about it-’

Cale realized something was odd about his position.
He could see a half-transparent dome.

A dome made of wind was surrounding him and the jar.

Drip. Drip.

He could hear dripping water.
Cale lifted his head up. Raon’s fire orb was still shining brightly.

“…Damn it.”

Cale started to frown.
The temple’s ceiling was slowly starting to crack.

Drip. Drip.

Black liquid was flowing out of the ceiling and falling down.

Cale lowered his head.

The temple had been pretty large.
However, half of the temple was now filled with a black liquid.
The temple was slowly filling up with dead mana.

‘We’ve been preventing it, but it will explode soon!’

The Wind Elementals continued to talk.

‘We are protecting this temple and the black mountain right now, but the black mountain will soon explode!’
‘Then the ocean will turn black!’
‘That’s not the problem! Everyone will die!’

Three days. Mercenary King Bud had said that they just needed to return the ancient artifact within three days.
Cale subconsciously started to speak.

“How many days?”

‘How many days was I in this test?’

– One week! You punk!

The Super Rock shouted in a concerned voice.

– …I am sorry. I didn’t know it would take that long. For your reference, time flows differently in the test and in the real world.

The thief cautiously explained in an apologetic voice.

‘…One week?’

Cale subconsciously started to speak as he thought about the Super Rock’s response.

“…Shit, this is bad.”

Raon, Choi Han, On, Hong, and Ron. All of their faces flashed in his mind.

‘You’re right! This is bad! The black mountain is going to explode!’
‘It is bad if the dead mana storage facility blows up!’

The Wind Elementals continued to talk and Cale reacted to them by sharing his thoughts.
The black mountain. The dead mana storage facility was going to explode soon.
In that case…

“A sea of fire.”

The cheapskate quickly responded to Cale’s words.

– As expected! You want a sea of fire as soon as you open your eyes? You really are a crazy bastard!


Cale couldn’t believe the cheapskate’s nonsense. However, he could not hide his laughter after coming back to reality.
It was not an empty laughter, but a full laughter.

Crackle. Crackle.

A rose gold current started to flow on top of Cale’s hands.

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77 Replies to “Trash of the Count’s Family – Chapter 352- Tears (1)”

  1. Soju

    this chapter really made me cry wtf… i am reminded of the lives lost in the Hiroshima and Nagasaki bombing… this was a really cruel test.

      1. Iulia-Ioana

        Yes, me too…I cannot imagine Cale without them…it was indeed a cruel test. And it was also hard to read. When he began to beat himself I teared up…It reminded me of another deaths from my family. That is way I could related so well to this chapter and cry…

    1. Ruru

      My head hurts from crying everytime i read the sentence, it’s painful to see Cale alone like that, I hope that the future will never turn shity like that (┬┬﹏┬┬)

  2. Smeraldo

    “He really felt like he was going crazy.There were three piggy banks on the table.He didn’t need to ask who’s these were.”
    That broke my heart 💔

    1. Iamhere!

      I think you missed the point. He wanted to put more money into the piggy banks of the children, but had no money on him.

  3. Mightydragonisadorable

    Aww our precious human.. this chapter was emotional af.. ngl I lost it when he saw three piggy banks lying on his bed.. dammit onion ninjas working overtime 😩😩

  4. BlueX

    I was heartbroken at every room he went into.. especially his room.. I’m so freaking depressed rn even tho it was just a test.

  5. Nineiscute

    I honestly cry after he started to talk about how Choi Han’s past was not written, how everything related to him was the only thing written about Choi Han as well as how Cale stopped at every room, in the last when he saw the children’s piggybank (。ŏ﹏ŏ) (TOT)

  6. bekori

    F*****ck. Bawling. The piggy banks and how he wanted to fill them up… yeah the chapter title is apt… not just the test, but KRS’s life too, and how he wasn’t able to cry and just became more tired… no wonder he’s so self-sacrificial, even if he won’t say it subconsciously he doesn’t want to go through that again. Writing this is making me cry more

    Thanks for the chapter

  7. KinoQi

    Man this was such a heartbreaking chapter, I couldnt stop myself from crying when I read the desolation and the each denial Cale spoke to himself to remind himself that this was not real, especially when each character was described to have faced a terrible death and the emptiness of the house. This was just emotional ;-;

  8. Nana k

    OMG I can’t stop crying😭😭
    That moment when he saw the three piggy bank 💔💔💔
    This stupid test..😤💢how dare you hurt our dear mc

  9. Laileth

    The first time, I started crying heavily with the piggybanks, however this time this is what broke me:
    He could not read this book well.
    He could not REMEMBER the contents of this book very well.

  10. Avi

    This chapter is so cruel. Shit my tearsssss. I really cried. I don’t want this to happen. My heart won’t take it.

  11. Chicken Noodle with Meatballs

    This “Tears (1)” made me cry a river… (TT﹏TT)
    author you…. so cruuuuel… how could you… I can’t stop crying when I read this chapter from the beginning because of you.
    author you indeed an expert at playing with our emotions.

  12. Selcouth

    Wtf thief that was just so cruel i weep the moment he entered the villa and weep harder when he was entering his room like bish that was just like a parent looking at his children’s grave

    Wait, is it just me or is Wilsman never mentioned???

    Anyways thank you for the chapter

  13. Sammy~

    Okay, right now I’m on the beginning of this chapter and I’m developing the theory that this is the world if he had chosen the easy path

  14. Sammy~

    Half of this chapter was pure pain and suffering… from the very start, when he entered the ‘cave’ I couldn’t stop crying, my tears wouldn’t stop falling until he heard the elementals…
    I’m still not in a good condition, I fell like I’ll cry everytime I read this chapter again…

  15. Artemis

    Raon, On, and Hong.

    The three children’s piggy banks were on top of the bed.

    His hands that had been patting his thighs stopped in midair.

    “… Fuck.”

    Cale suppressed the emotions that were coming up from his heart.

    The piggy banks were approximately half full. Cale looked through his pockets.

    “…Why do I have no money?”

    He wanted to fill their piggy banks, but he had no money.

    Very heartbreaking 💔 TT_T

  16. Camellia

    I’M CRYING it hurts so bad 😭😭😭 CALEEEEEEEEE
    God he loves his kids and seeing their piggy banks unfilled he just. he just wants to do something to help but he can’t bc he has no money left. This is such a cruel test – Cale is rendered helpless in every way. I’m just- aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

  17. stressed gargoyle

    Did Hillsman wrote allowed that? I think he did… And I’m crying more because of that thought. Author don’t you dare be like Isayama!

  18. Yurianna

    I hate how this jsut shows that no matter how much Cale wants to live and not sacrifice himself. What would be the point if all he has to go through is loneliness without his family and friends? And this isn’t the first time Krs had to go through this. It hints multiple times that he had to watch his friends die in front of him while he lived. This is a turning point for Krs, so even if he doesn’t admit it, I might start sacrificing his safety and health for the sake of his family. This was amazing show of aspects on how you can’t ever be happy with your dream if your alone, Thank you for the chapter author-nim and thank you for the amazing yet painful story. Lots of tears on this one!

  19. Tomo

    (´༎ຶོρ༎ຶོ`) no amount of crying emojis is enough for this. Yea cale-nim’s dream is to be a slacker, but he’s always made it clear that making sure that his family and friends are all safe and happy is 99% of that dream. To him, theres no point in having that slacker life if he cant have it with everyone

    The ancient powers mustve been in a panic too. Since they are part of cale-nim’s family and thus part of that fear, they were also severed from him.

    Cale-nim was out for 6 1/2 days cause it only took him 1/2 a day to get to the artifact. He didnt even have a chance to run out of food like ron feared ;-;

  20. Reyes

    Im gna be honest some tears came down as soon as the “Three piggy bank” was said and how he wanted to fill it with money😔😔

    And how Rons fake arm was on the bed😭😭😭

    1. Aurora

      Wow, I went from sniffling to full out laughing after your comment XD
      I love this story so much and the people who read it <3

  21. revia


  22. kyle

    That’s painful to read. It’s sad if the scenario is that they did completely lose in the final battle but it hits different when you realize they won but he still felt he didn’t because of all the sacrifices that were made were his family. He is alone and it’s like he is dead in the inside with how he was portrayed to be so tired.

  23. Uriel's Incarnation

    This chapter has no business making me cry. This is literal fiction in a fiction, but these fake deaths are making me real sad

  24. shirapyon

    Bruh even if that was fake, it hurts like hell. Im sobbing (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)(;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)(;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)(;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)

  25. Deiane

    Obrigada pela tradução ❤️

    Tinha ninjas cortando cebolas aqui em casa durante o capítulo inteiro….

  26. JustaReader

    Thats it I’m turning into a Karen, I demand a refund for my tears T_T
    Freaking crying right now… that was too cruel… poor Cale, I could never… and mixed with the shitty flashbacks of his life in AU Korea and how he was reverting to his emotionless but dying on the inside self… oh my god I cant… I’m just glad it’s over and he can go see his family and maybe even deny Alberu on that slacker life unless his whole family gets it T_T
    Welp time to blow up some stuff to chase the pain away…

  27. Cale's

    Why it is 2x painful when I re-read this for the second time😭 Ngl I will always gonna cry everytime I will read this chapter😭 I just can’t, this is so heartbreaking even if it’s not real.

  28. Emma

    I completely lost it when he saw the piggy banks on his bed i was sobbing when i read that choin han FUCKING DISAPPEARED please this is so painful and not this being cale biggest fear is destroying me oh lord please i’m so sad. And the conversationof KRS with his team leader looks like these two things are very painful to our mc. OMG TO THINK THIS SCENARIO IS POSSIBLE I REALLY CANT DO THIS TODAY

  29. Chan

    Truly heartbreaking…. Re-reading this chapter for tens times already and the onions are still attacking my eyes and heart… It’s still so painful… Cale deserves to be happy as slacker with his big family… ToT

  30. OtingocnI

    The thing he feared the most.
    Cale knew what that was, however, it was fake this time.

    second time reading this, and now i finally see that the key word here is “this time”

  31. Hakoona

    It makes sense why Cale would work this hard although he doesn’t really like being in pain, it’s because these people are precious to him, losing them is like losing everything. So if that pain will prevent that from happening it’s worth it to him and he’ll endure it no matter how much he hates it.

  32. ssyakan

    How dare the author predicted my crying with the title of the chapter >:( really though, didn’t expect the tour inside the mansion would make me cry like a baby ಥ╭╮ಥ

  33. Kanari3

    It’s 12am here and I can’t stop crying. I can’t even make a sound cause I’m sharing a bed with my sister. So painful, can’t breathe💔

  34. hanamizihaniz

    Every time Cale opens a door, my eyes start sweating, and it’s flowing when he saw the three piggy banks 😭😭😭 he even searched for money to put in there 🥲

  35. Sara

    I cried. I fricking cried. Who gave the right? Who gave you the damn talent to make me cry? Huh?? Why??

    Anyway, great chapter but please don’t make me cry a river again.

  36. Jam

    Now i see why even when he was kim rok soo, he would do things and not elaborate things to his team members… remember in the previous chaps he remembered his team asking him why he was not dividing most of the work? He thought that ‘they had family’ and i think that past trauma with his former team leader and sunbaes dying, that when he was made team leader, he unconsciously did that or he’s in denial…

  37. blank

    AWWW i thought will atleast start to tear up at the end of the test
    cale,no,kim rok soo really is very strong hearted person

  38. TCF_oh and you can make this username thing pretty long

    What a weird social response, anyways

    Fun Fact #351: The British Library has more than 150 million items, and that number keeps growing. Every year, more than 3 million items are added to the collection, meaning that 12km of shelfs need to be added yearly to accommodate it all.

  39. Zeel

    Ahh this chapter hurt so much. But did you notice how he only passed the test after jumping off the window? It said Cale was no martial artist that he would be able to land safely. I think losing his own life is also sth he fears the most besides losing everyone around him.

  40. Yoink the Choiberu shipper

    //“…Why do I have no money?”

    He wanted to fill their piggy banks, but he had no money.//

  41. Nasumi

    This is the first time I’m feeling so empty and so many sadness… The first time I feel this while reading this novel, dammit! I’m glad that it’s only one and a half way chapters…..
    *Sob* Go Cale!! GO!!! Let’s go to everyone!!!!!! Or if not they will destroy the frickin island. Quick!! .˚‧º·(ฅдฅ。)‧º·˚.

  42. Attyina

    Shit this ” tears ” chapter make me crying like river ༎ຶ‿༎ຶKim roksoo such a strong person ༎ຶ‿༎ຶhis past life is heartbreaking too༎ຶ‿༎ຶand the way author describe about how Kim roksoo tired face and emotionless cause ༎ຶ‿༎ຶwish he can get his slacker life with all his precious big family too even tho I’m rereading again༎ຶ‿༎ຶ

    Glad the test is over(༎ຶ ෴ ༎ຶ)

  43. MildOtaku87

    Cale started to frown.
    “I should buy him an apple pie.”
    Cale thought about things he would do after finishing the test as he stood in front of the castle wall.

    Cale couldn’t help but cuss.
    He opened the book.
    He could not remember the contents.

    My heart legit broke when he said he couldn’t remember, bc I recalled that ge only remembers things well if he *wants* to remember 😭😭 Thank goodness that’s over! It takes a LOT to make me cry when reading, I’ve avoided it this whole story, but I definitely teared up this chapter. That was harsh 😢


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